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Friday, April 22, 2005 ; 2:09 PM

Mdm Lum makes me laugh. Hahas... Not in a funny way. I just find it so hilarious when she gets angry, which is like all the time during lessons. I love to see her burst out in frustration like slamming stuffs on tables and screaming at the person who makes mistakes with her Maths notations (including myself). Haha... Jocelyn says I'm evil when I start laughing non-stop during AMaths. Hey! I can't help it if I'm so easily amused. I even laugh to myself on the streets when I'm reminded of her. P.S: I DO NOT have a crush on her. Ok. That's not very normal. But since when am I even sane?

Had NAPFA today. Was rushing through my stretching and the time they give was like kind of short la. Stretched my left and right back muscles and I guess I had over-exerted it. Hurts like anything la. Just applied Yoko Yoko. My trusty medication. My ah ma has her Tiger Balm and I have my Yoko Yoko. Haha... Like the name man....

Tmr's Sports Day. Garde's gonna lose. Yeah. I'm jinxing my own house.

Saturday, April 16, 2005 ; 12:06 PM

OMG OMG!!!! Dance got GOLD!!! The hardest element in the whole world!! GOLD!!!!!!!!!

We were waiting in excruciating suspense after school from 3 to 4 for Liu lao shi's sms for our results. When the results were announced, we screamed like hell la. Haha.... And everybody just burst out crying. I'm surprised to find that I'm one of them. :P Hehe... I totally didn't expect that we would get Gold la. Seriously. Coz we made lots of mistakes. After our onstage performance yesterday, most of them cried coz we thought we didn't do well. Me, being really pessimistic, totally didn't expect a Gold. (Did I just mentioned that? Haha.)

Finally. After all these years. 6 years to be exact. We finally got back the Gold we had lost. Our batch had won it back for the school. I know lots of people, including me, only expected a Silver out of Dance Club. But we had proved everybody (including myself) wrong. Yeah. :) At least I know that all our efforts had not gone to waste. Months and months of hardwork, energy, time and sweat had been put into this dance. 'Breakthrough'. Rather apt. Coz we had broken out of the Silver range.

Ok. I'm still really hyper over this now. I'm still in self-denial. I think one of the reason for us getting Gold was that our theme was a cut from the rest. The impact of it all. The slow and painful opening of the dance, showing us being held stifled under our burdens, the elastics that tied us down, unable to break free, the split second snap of the elastics which represented the breakthrough, the mountain-climbing part which represents the treacherous trials and obstacles and the ending, the part where we had to continue dancing even when the song ended, representing the determination and perseverance.

I can't wait for them to release the VCD of the SYF dances la. I'm so going to get it. And I'll watch it over and over again. Haha... :P This had been a really really great experience I will never ever forget. =) Oh. And we'll be going for our celebration dinner tomorrow at Marche! Woo hoo... Haha. Yummm... =)

Wednesday, April 13, 2005 ; 9:16 AM

I'm staying at Jamie's house. Hoo woo... Hahas...
SYF is in 40 hours. *eeks*
There's a blardy Chemistry test and E maths test tmr. pukes.
Ok. Gtg now. Bye.

Saturday, April 09, 2005 ; 2:45 PM

Wednesday
Twelfth Night play was great. Feste is the best actor la. His voice simply melts me. Every girl in the theatre were charmed by him. Some even went to the extent of making a big sign which says,"Feste! Marry Me!" Haha... Crazy, I'd say... And Sebastian's quite cute la. Looks about the same age as us. Currently studying in some Tanglin Trust School. Is it an international school or something?

Thursday
I honestly feel bad about having to withdraw from the 10x50m heats at the last minute. I didn't want to, actually. When I told Rachel that I will be missing dance for a short while coz of the heats, she said that all of us were expected to be present for dance for our 2nd last full-dress rehearsal. So I had to get Ethelyn to help me find a replacement if possible. If not, they can always come to the MPH to get me and when they didn't, I would have assumed they got a replacement for me already. Well, I reached the MPH and found out that quite a number of the SYF people are involved in the heats and were allowed to go run la. Sucks. Now I'm not even involved in any sports day event this year. My last year in Cedar. My graduating year. How pathetic is that?

Friday
This is absolute hierachy, un-democratic, hypocritical, biased and a bunch of fakers. Sometimes I just wished I could just lash it out at them, to speak up for myself, to clear my name. But no, I don't think so. For 1, I couldn't be bothered. 2, so what if I did? 3, what's the use of it anyway? 4, Are they going to believe you? It had been kept within me for more than a year already. So what's a few more months to me? Just bear it out till I leave for good. I thought I had finally reached the absolute last straw after today. Surprisingly, I managed to hold back myself. I just don't know why I can't see how that person is like everybody else. Can I just simply brush it off with the conclusion that I have an attitude problem or because of her attitude towards me that was just so totally different from how she is to the others? Anyway, it isn't really her that I'm unhappy about, but rather most of them. Ok. I'm not making any sense in this whole chunk of stuffs.

Mummy's leaving tomorrow. How am I going to survive so long during school term without Mummy? I have no idea. I guess you'll never miss the water till the well runs dry. Well, not entirely dry in this case. Just temporarily. :P Ok. I'm weird today. Probably a pre-busy day symptom. Tomorrow will be hectic. I've even planned my schedule. Starting from 5.30am onwards. Yeah. I ain't kidding. Fancy waking up so early on a Saturday morning. How I wished I were kidding myself.

Friday, April 01, 2005 ; 3:17 PM

Oh. So there isn't any single intake of students after our O'levels this year. Geez... Some ministers just cant make up their mind. And I was so looking forward to the extra 3 months holiday la. Do they just enjoy throwing students into a frenzy with the frequent changes? Speaking of which, the news did not come as a surprise to us. Mr Yau's prediction of the removal of the new system for our 2005 batch had been a spot-on. He had told this to us earlier this year, way before the news was announced. This is kind of creepy coz he predicted that the O'level results would come out on Monday and it did. Not that he had any connections with anyone in the MOE. Haha... Yeah. He's known for his accurate predictions (O'level Physics questions included). *wink*

Ok. I'm dead set on switching to combined Science. Not only did Mr Yau said that practically all converts will get a distinction, Ms Chng did too. And I think I stand a high chance of having the school allow me to change.

Pros
1. Workload lightened
2. More time for weaker subjects
3. Don't have to waste time on Science when I don't intend on getting into Science faculty
4. Higher chances of lower L1r5 and getting into a good JC.
The advantages are endless for me.

Well, I'm glad my mum see things my way and allowed me to switch. Ethelyn's parents didn't. Although I don't fully approve of her dropping pure Sciences coz I think it's such a waste, it will definitely do her good too. On top of her parents' disapproval, she will need to overcome the barrier of the school. They might not allow her to drop. Oh well... We'll see how it goes.